today i woke up, after again a heavy night, with these massive pouty lips. i did fall again, i still do after three months and two days. i wake up; a split second of blissful nothingness replaced quickly with this choking emptiness. but i have noticed even that is fading, until non existent. (why am i hanging on.)
so this is it, the last picture. trying to say goodbye to my ego, enough is enough i guess. i converted all my entries from public to private. it was nice though. but it has been enough. take care.
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